Hello, welcome to my blog

Mostly you will find, here, transcribed entries from the secret diary that I used to keep as a teenager between 1970 and 1975. I try to be honest with my transcriptions, but, just occasionally I do edit, to protect myself or others from embarrassment or some other emotion.
Also, though, I like to do a brief review of the books I have been reading, so these are interspersed throughout. I reserve the right to write blog entries, also, about other random things.
Why do I keep this blog? I don't know. I am an academic and one of my research interests is around how people construct their own identities. The diary transcriptions, and what I write about my books, are very much about revealing something of my identity.

Monday 17 August 2015

George Psychoundakis - just finished reading ..

This blog post should really be called

'Understanding what it is like to live and resist in an occupied country: 2 books and a film'

By a strange set of circumstances, involving choosing small books to travel with, I ended up reading (at the same time) two books about living in an occupied country. Then an obscure film turned up on our doorstep from 'Lovefilm', from where we get 2 DVDs a month (I haven't got the hang of streaming  yet. Give me time). The film was about living in an occupied country.

The Cretan Runner by George Psychoundakis
7/10

This is the story of George, a Cretan man, who helped the British intelligence and military services during the occupation of Crete by the Germans during the second world war. He was an untraveled, unsophisticated villager, who became a 'runner', carrying messages and articles across tremendous distances, over the  mountains, across the island. Through many courageous acts he, and others, helped to establish and support the resistance movement which helped to overturn the occupation.
It's a gob-smacking book because of the real-life events that it recounts. I wouldn't normally read this kind of book - about war and derring-do - but sometimes one needs to read personal accounts to begin to understand the reality of history. I have been to Crete and I have great admiration and respect for the Greek people - more so after reading this.
George tells of whole villages being burnt to the ground, and of all the men in villages being taken away and shot, as punishment for small acts of resistance. I don't know how the island has recovered. I don't know how the Greek people have recovered. Maybe they haven't.
Another strange thing - I was reading this during the time of the Greek crisis with its economy and its membership of the EU. It made me understand the anger and defiance a little.

Resistance by Anita Shreve
7/10

And in this book Anita Shreve tells the story of an American pilot whose plane falls in Belgium during its occupation in the second world war. He is helped by a complex network of ordinary people who make up the Maquis, the resistance movement. It's a well told story. I'm a fan of Anita Shreve. She finds such accessible ways of telling stories that are meaningful and ful of complex emotions and relationships.
Again, it isn't a book for the faint-hearted. Living under occupation is living with brutality and fear.

Odette - a film, 1950
6/10
Anna Neagle and Trevor Howard

And then I found myself watching a film about an English woman, Odette, who is sent by British Intelligence to help support the resistance movement in France. It's a true story and it is harrowing. She is captured, tortured and sent to a concentration camp. She was brave and carried out acts of bravery that I doubt I would ever have the courage to do. Those war years challenged people to act beyond their comfortable normal roles and behaviours. We do indeed owe a debt, and we should ponder if we would have the guts to do half as much.

Monday 20 July 2015

Graeme Simsion - just finished reading...

The Rosie Project
by
Graeme Simpson

6/10

This is a nice book in which I learned a lot about what it might be like to live with Asperger's, trying to make sense of other people's worlds, when you don't really understand the clues.
It's a love story, and I recommend it for beaches and light relief.


Margaret Atwood - just finished reading....

The Edible Woman (1969)
by
Margaret Atwood

5/10


I used to read a lot of the Virago Press fiction, being a feminist.
I found this  book a bit strange - I'm sure that is what Margaret Atwood intended. It is a book about a woman who is struggling with the roles that are expected of a women in the late 1960s. Specifically, she can't work out what her attitudes are towards conventional marriage, with husband as bread-winner, little wifey in the respectable home having respectable babies, playing hostess to respectable, witty, charming friends. In order to gain all this she must give up her work as a market researcher. She doesn't even enjoy this role much.
She converts her ambivalence towards relationships and marriage into a problem with food, and progressively (and literally) cannot stomach more and more types of food. She loses weight, becomes anorexic, although the condition isn't named. She has a bizaree flat-mate, a bizarre lover and some weird work-colleagues.
I do like a book where I can believe in the characters, and like at least one of them, so I struggled with this. BUT, I admire Atwood for this early exploration of the impossibility of woman's position in a world where she is oppressed. Still.

Tuesday 3 March 2015

William Boyd - just finished reading ....

Armadillo by William Boyd

5/10

No. The best book I have read by William Boyd was Restless.
But having read this one, I know a lot about insurance loss adjusters and dreams.


Washington Irving - just finished reading ....

The Keeping of Christmas at Bracebridge Hall by Washington Irving

5/10


I used to always, in the run up to Christmas, read a book that conjured up scenes of Christmas in the jolly days of yore. Thomas Hardy's 'Under the Greenwood Tree' is a favourite just for one section telling of old Christmas traditions. There are several Charles Dickens short stories that do the job, too.
But I found 'The Keeping of Christmas at Bracebridge Hall' a while ago on an old junk stall, and was attracted to it because it was clearly a very old hardback, with its paper cover still on it, with nice illustrations on the front and throughout. When I've done web searches about this book, I have found a couple of auction sites for rare old books which feature it - so, you never know, I might have purchased a goldmine. It  has no publication date on it. Maybe one day I'll get it valued.
Anyway, it is a great resource for understanding old Christmas traditions - it's a series of essays about the author's travels in England, as a visiting American.
Not an easy book to sustain an interest in, though, so I put it down, after enjoying the Christmas at Bracebridge chapter. I'll probably pick it up again next November, to read in front of a roaring log fire.